Twelve year old John Howard's mother's passed away, and he just wants to feel... better. Which is nearly impossible when he heard his own father stab him in the back and heard that his family's close 36 year old friend may become his new mother. Having the death was hard enough, and John felt empowered to blame everything on his father. But from all the fights and tears that he go's through, he realizes it might be himself who's ruining his own life.