This is a remarkable memoir of a woman who lived outside herself as far as her memory traveled. She grew up in a household without light, got swallowed by a ocean of darkness and was paralyzed by fear. She searched for herself which led to dead ends. She never seemed to do anything right or could even grasp anything in her mind. She suffered in every area of her life, leaving her with no hope or faith. She thought she was cursed, even though at a tender age, she felt wholeheartedly that she was the chosen one. "I was empty inside Love came knocking on my heart But I was nowhere to be found I wandered away looking for me while me searching for I I was outside of me I was lost I couldn't find myself " If you are feeling empty, stagnant, depressed, hopeless, living in fear or searching to be you, this book is for you. It has been written to shed some light on the path to lead you home to Yourself.