Read this book! It might help you stop abusing children! Look in the mirror. Do you see yourself through the words imparted here? You need to stop. The whole family needs help. Try it again. Life can be so joyful. Just let go of the pain that caused you to come to the point of denial - the point that led you to the point of hitting someone, especially the innocent young. Turn to someone and call out their name. "Say prove me wrong! I am killing others - mentally, spiritually, or emotionally. Through prayer, you can help me!"