I was sitting on the couch after I got up from three hours of sleeping on the metal frame. I was in total pain. I had my eyes closed and was thinking about God. I thought I should be able to hug God to show Him my love. Then I saw Jesus on the cross in his last moments. I saw and heard Jesus saying to God, "Father, Father, why have you forsaken me?" At the point when I saw Jesus about to die, I saw God running away from the situation fast into a dark faraway place. I saw God rolling on the ground in total agony and misery. He was crying and crying.