Join with Monique as she journeys through the first year of Motherhood. For many, this is a most joyful experience, for Monique, it meant learning to live with increasing recurring uncomfortable feelings. These included self-doubt, guilt and a blanket of darkness that insists on enveloping her daily. Having a baby changed her life, her day to day routines, and most of all her perception of who she was. Follow along as she encounters her innermost demons. Questioning if she truly has the strength, is she good enough and can she have a happy and fulfilled life as 'just' a Mother? Watch her journey. Laugh, Cry and open doors to your soul like never before.