An Officer's tale of the darkness surrounding police work which led him to a world of fear, panic and anxiety. This book takes the reader through the author's path into law enforcement. It includes the stories of the negative culture that exists both within the walls of the department and on the street. This book is filled with police incidents both graphic and intense which contributed to the author's diagnosis of severe PTSD. Through his struggle, the author rediscovers his faith in scripture as he fights both his darkness and the very town that he served that abandoned him.