You know there are things in life we can never change. There will always be negative and false issues as obstacles so we will think there is no hope to change. As many of us, with no proper guidance the road to do the right things, and to make the right choices, can be scary, to have fear of the unknown. What I am about to show to my interested readers, as a boy, a teenager, a veteran and as a citizen, and how I lost everything, by hitting rock bottom. By almost losing complete hope, for starters, almost losing my life at seven years old. From the beginning of my life, there has always been temptatious things to do the wrong instead of the right.