A vilomah is a word used to describe a mother who has lost a child. This book is a compilation of the thoughts, emotions, and heartache of a mother who tragically lost one of her children due to senseless gun violence. On December 28, 2017, Sincear Michael Williams took his last breath as he had been tragically gunned down at the age of sixteen. This book is the story of a mother's heart as she maneuvers through the timeless journey of living without her first-born son. Take a glimpse into the shattered heart of not only a mother but an entire family who were affected by this tragedy, including a younger sibling who was forced to grow up too fast and another who will never know and experience Sincear. During this journey you will read last conversations and a mother's lingering regret over decisions made and things left unsaid. There are no words that can ease the pain of a vilomah, a mother who lives with the loss of a child. People offer words of support, stating that "time will heal the pain." However, for a mother to continue to live with a shattered heart, the journey is timeless. Draw strength from this mother's journey and find comfort in this mother's perseverance to keep her son's legacy alive.