What if the moments that shaped you the most never looked important at the time? I Thought This Was Normal is a quiet, deeply relatable nonfiction book for readers between 15 and 30 who are trying to understand themselves, their reactions, and the invisible influences of growing up. This book explores the subtle experiences from school, friendships, family dynamics, and early adulthood that often go unnoticed-but stay with us for years. The moments that didn't seem serious enough to question. The behaviors we adapted to without realizing it. The feelings we learned to silence because everyone else seemed fine. Through reflective, honest storytelling, Eli Rowanfield captures what it's like to grow up thinking certain pressures, expectations, and emotional responses are just "how things are." These are not dramatic stories of trauma or extreme events. They are the quiet, ordinary experiences that shape confidence, anxiety, self-worth, and identity long before we have the words for them. This book is for you if: You often replay school or early life moments and wonder why they still affect you You've struggled with fitting in, speaking up, or trusting your instincts You feel like adulthood came with unspoken rules no one explained You've ever thought, "I thought this was normal-so why does it still stay with me?" I Thought This Was Normal doesn't tell you what to feel or how to fix yourself. It doesn't label your past or rush you toward answers. Instead, it offers clarity, language, and recognition-helping you understand that noticing these patterns is not weakness, but awareness. Whether you're a student, navigating your twenties, or just beginning to question the experiences that shaped you, this book reminds you of one simple truth: You are not broken. You are becoming aware.