On April 12, 1945, beneath a clear sky over the East China Sea, a young Japanese pilot descended into history-knowing he would never return. This is not a legend. This is not propaganda. This is the true, human story behind one of World War II's most misunderstood missions. KAMIKAZE LIFE: WHEN RETURN WAS NEVER PLANNED takes you inside Japan's secret Ohka program-where carefully selected pilots were trained for a single, irreversible purpose. Through immersive, news-style storytelling and meticulous analysis, this book follows the final journey of Saburo Dohi, an Ohka pilot whose mission resulted in the only confirmed sinking by the program: the USS Mannert L. Abele. But this is not just a story of impact and explosion. It is a story of: Young men asked to accept death as duty A nation clinging to last solutions as defeat closed in Friendship tested by fate, survival, and unbearable loss And the quiet aftermath carried by those who lived when others did not Inside these pages, you will discover: WHY Japan created the Ohka and the Thunder Gods unit HOW pilots were selected, trained, and prepared for missions with no return WHAT REALLY HAPPENED during the decisive mission of April 12, 1945 WHO SURVIVED, and the lifelong burden that survival carried WHEN sacrifice stopped being strategy-and became desperation Written with the tension of a frontline report and the depth of historical reflection, this book strips away myths to reveal the human cost behind extreme wartime decisions. This is not a book that glorifies death. It is a book that explains it. If you are fascinated by World War II, naval warfare, aviation history, or the psychology of sacrifice, this book will stay with you long after the final page.