Why I Hate Myself?: A Deep Look Into Self-Hate in the Black Community is a powerful and thought-provoking exploration of the complex emotional and psychological struggles that have shaped the Black experience. Through a blend of urban philosophy, historical analysis, and cultural insight, this book dives deep into the roots of self-hate within the Black community - tracing its origins from slavery, through the pervasive effects of systemic racism, and into the present-day issues of media manipulation, colorism, and internalized oppression. In each chapter, the book addresses critical topics, including the damaging effects of Eurocentric beauty standards, the dehumanization in education and religion, and the trauma created by divisive societal structures. It offers a candid and honest examination of the ways in which internalized racism, the hood mentality, and gendered oppression impact self-esteem and identity. But this is not a story of despair; it's a call to action. "Why I Hate Myself?" challenges readers to confront their own internal struggles, offering pathways toward healing, growth, and self-love. From reclaiming representation to understanding the power of unity, this book invites individuals to rebuild a sense of self-worth rooted in community, history, and love. It offers practical steps for healing, fostering mental health, and reclaiming personal narratives. This is a necessary read for anyone looking to understand the deep psychological impacts of systemic racism, while also discovering the transformative power of self-love and collective healing. It's not just about understanding the damage - it's about finding the way forward, together.