Zhu Tianxin's first novel in 10 years gave voice to the middle-aged women who are unsatisfied with their life, who mourn for the lose of love and empathy from her spouse, and, as age take the toll on her appearance, the lost of her youthful figure and look. From her missing husband's diary, the protagonist tries to retrace his steps to bring back their lost love, only to realize it is not to be.