The book was written in response to my thoughts, beliefs and understanding in the period from May 2016 to September 2017. It shows the process I was dealing with what came to me in my reality. It refers to all that happened to me during that period, allowing me to pass through the narrowest outlines of my thoughts. It shows all that happened to me in my psyche at that time and can be seen as one of the ways to deal with challenging thoughts that appear in man as a result of his relationship with other people. It is an indicator of what is possible if you are focused on the present time and if you are focused on what lies ahead of you. It can serve as an indicator of what is possible in your spiritual development if you focus on the process you are going through. It is a guide mark to the overall growth of consciousness that is possible if you focus on what is ahead of you.