"When you reach the very end, All the walls fall down. And you see yourself for who you truly are." A personal and true journal of heartbreak, love loss and gender exploration. From despair through self reflection and frank acceptance, to redemption, joy and hope spread over four volumes. Written as a form of therapy, these pages chart the journey of Julia, a trans-woman, confronting her gender head on for the first time in her life. Desperate circumstances forced her to come in terms with who she actually is at her very core, following fifty years of hiding behind a façade. But fundamentally, this is a love story. A true chronicle f the end of a grand romance.