A story of survival, courage, compassion, forgiveness, and redemption. An emotional rollercoaster that will move you to tears. The author's real-life story of enduring a childhood of abuse that no child should experience. Pursuing his dreams of acting to the glitz and glamour of Hollywood while trying to escape his memories of the past through a wild and unsavory life of alcohol, drugs, and sex. Jails, suicide attempts. Getting clean and sober. Ultimately coming to Christ, surviving cancer, and embarking on mission work. You will journey with the author back to his childhood, re-living his life as he struggles with his demons. Ultimately to see the miracles that have taken place through God and Jesus Christ. His realization that God was always there and that God is still not done with him yet.