This is a story of a child's life and how she deals with incest, torture and child abuse and later in life a bad marriage. It is not for the squeamish. All of her life she wanted someone to love her and accept her just the way she was. She knew she was different but could not even imagine how for the longest time. She had taken a path of gentle, kind and good person and wanted others to do the same. She found a lot of resistance and hurt along the way, but she remained strong and determined. This story, unlike others of its kind, has a happy ending. She learned that compassion gives you the world, but hatred takes it all away.