I fear one day, I will awake to find you have stolen my teeth, devoured my body, swallowed both my eyes, and thrown my skull into the river, I fear you will one day take everything I have and everything I am. That you will erase my entire being as if I was never even walked the earth or below. My heart has had enough abuse, my happiness relied in you. Though it shouldn't. I sincerely Apologize, not to you, dear, but to my own, for putting myself through this. My pride had fallen like the sun at dusk, or at least you thought. In this case, the winner loses and the loser wins for no one should go through having to impress you. You said it before "You're too much for me". I'm too much for you. For the first time ever, I'm undeniably proud to say I've lost. May god bless the "winner".