I regret this story is long on drama. Thus, long on sin and floundered time likened to a fish of flounder. In regard to the already part of salvation, being, Jesus Christ's first coming; all abound, in the New Testament. I will be praying for your story to be short and bland or without all the hoopla of jumping through Satan's hoops. Thus, having found Christ, sooner than I. Within, your life and that we together stay in the light of Jesus Christ. In order to reside forever with Jesus Christ. After our salvation is completed, our Savior comes back a second time as it is written. I surely hope you know, as how to sow seeds of hope in the light even that of night, guiding others to Christ. Doing so, in order to grow, by showing others as how to grow. By mending their soul with the threads of God's grace & mercy. Already sown and watered with the forever living waters of Jesus Christ blood. I pray you will behave so; as you go to and fro. With a growing spirit hoping for it to glow. Thus, honoring Jesus Christ Halo, by virtual of, he loves you and would love to have you, to do so.