This is a story of a man's struggle with drug and alcohol abuse, suicide attempts, mental ward admissions, DUIs, overdoses, and police arrests starting at the age of sixteen. It is not a pretty story, but it is one that had to be told by him so that others might not go down the same path he did. It is one of triumph in the end though his life has been a test. And you cannot have a testimony without a test. Nothing in life happens without a reason, and Jesus is still there even when we do not want him in our lives. In life, we have a choice and free will in every decision we make. He always chose the hard way. It is his only hope that someone reading this will be helped and forever be changed by his story and will come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. This is his life story from the age of sixteen and how he ended up in Las Vegas for one purpose: to die. But God had other plans for his life. Seven miracles happened to him there, he was truly Killing Himself to Live, and it is a miracle that he is able to write this today.