This book is my memoir of my journey through hardcore drug addiction and drug induced psychosis into a life of success and triumph. It starts from early childhood in a small town called Woodland Park in the front range of Colorado. We grew up with great curiosity and not a lot of options for our over ambitious minds. Most youth from Woodland Park found themselves partying every weekend out in the woods and rebelling against our conservative town's reputation. As time went on, many found themselves addicted to hard drugs at a very early age. As more time passed, our town experienced tragedy after tragedy of young and loving youth from the community dying from suicide or substance abuse related incidents. This book encapsulates the crazy stories my friend's and I lived through and conveys the insane perspectives of a young teenage drug addict. This story describes the necessary changes one must go through to experience a full transformation from living a life of pain into a life of success and love. Everything from suicide attempts, IV drug use, surviving sexual trauma, trips to jail and more. This life has seen more in 21 years than most do in a lifetime, and contains a happy ending, communicating hope to all it's readers and all of the ones still lost on the streets to drug addiction.