Nestled on the abandoned benches of New York City and forged in the fires of service unto others, American Dreaming opens to secret conversations between God and a young man. In an irreversible process of attending a Bible College in California, the journal transforms from a compelled compassion for mankind to a poignant desire for wisdom and truth. Wrestling with accepting one's place in the world to the adventures of selfaEUR"discovery, the writer is fueled by the pursuit of expression from a life of extreme Christian fundamentalism and the darkness that it can bring. Raised to believe that the only friend one has in the world is GaEUR"d, the writer tests and challenges that belief to its extreme from becoming a goaEUR"go dancer in one of the world's foremost famous nightclubs in San Francisco to surviving potential drug addiction. The writer holds back nothing and gambles it all to be the change that he seeks in the world. Read American Dreaming to find out what happens.