Growing up in a extremely strict religious home in Greenwood Mississippi, that I stayed perpexed about. But I was to never open my mouth to ask questions or momma had something that would keep you quiet forever. Growing up with two slothful brothers was very problematic. Momma would always say a woman should toil harder than a man, because you never know the day he will disappear. "Hold firmly to God my child" She bellowed. One day I said hello to hell, and Goodbye to heaven. My lover, my man, my everything. He gave me life, a breath of fresh air. I knew he fancied God, because he gave me the world. He bequeathed me with pearls that peddled. How could a God I cherished and praised let hell assail me, then shoved me into a abysmal red sea. Demetria Buie enjoyed the journey of writing this Novel. This is the first edition to this Novel.