A brief summary of what it's like living with a condition that affects your consciousness and memory, rendering you unable to remember things you have allegedly said or done. This short novel gives insight into the struggles associated with dissociation and the various disorders on the dissociative spectrum, sharing both personal stories and general facts in an attempt to convey the horrors that come along with identity disturbance and the inability to recall vital parts of one's own life. Pictures and photography from various artists are also included, all of which were created in some way or another to visually display the world that victims become trapped in - from the shadows and the fogginess of everything around to the sensation that you're no longer a passenger in your own body. Nothing in this book is meant for medical use, professional consultation nor any other non-leisure purposes and instead is meant only to share personal experiences. CLICK "PREVIEW" ON THE LEFT TO SEE THE FIRST 10-15 PAGES.