An intense book written from the perspective of a homicide victim's sister. The author's brother was murdered while sitting in his car, unarmed. At the time of the murder, the author was serving God and did not know her brother had been dead for seven hours. Driven by pain, the author enters a debate with God. She exposes revictimization by the criminal justice system and explores the relationship between grieving and mental health. The author admits the legal proceedings invoked more fear and anxiety in her and her family. Amid darkness, this book is full of inspiration to live purposely.